advice and prayer in theses dark times

ok, I need some advice, and prayer. I'm not quite sure what to do at this point in time. I am on medication for depression and anxiety, as well as to help me sleep ( haha, lots of meds eh?) but I feel like It might not really be helping. Its hard to tell. I hate the side effects of the meds, and how it makes me feel... I dont really feel like myself (whatever that it) I am trying to stick to the medication to see if it helps my mood but I feel like I might be wasting money, and Im  also scared to get off of them and relapse like last time. I have been praying that God would show me what to do in this time, and that I might be able to be at peace with the situations going on right now. Its hard, but Im trying to get through this, we all have rough times in life, but I believe that over time we can get through them.

I would appreciate it if you could pray for me, and if you have some advice, dont be shy, I would love to hear from you

~perfectlove~